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the never ending soul diagnosis towards Him; The Creator of All Souls.

Friday, September 18, 2015

blind

Assalamualaikum semua :)

lama tak jenguk sini. rinduuu. hee. lama sangat tak online. blog pun berhabuk-habukkk. notifications facebook berpuluh puluhhhh. banyak cerita dan berita kawan kawan dah terlepas pandang. sori sangat tak sempat nak catch on. oh my. how time flies. too fast. kalau dulu masa belajar degree everyday akan depan laptop, mana taknya habis kelas, balik rumah masuk bilik laptop je yang ada depan mata. everything info thru fb group, nak keep in touch dengan family guna skype. mana taknya almost everyday in font of this laptop. dah habis zaman macam tu. now, dah laptop ke mana, saya ke mana. haha. busy sangat. dengan komitmen kerja dan belajar. penatnya~~ maaf sangat yang contact thru inbox fb tu lambat reply.. insyaAllah lepas ni akan rajinkan diri cek inbox :) sebab dah masuk balik zon as a student ni baru kalut balik cari laptop. heee. nak kena settle assignment semua. nak cari bahan bagai. database, ebook, jurnal semua nak kena cari memang kena online la -__-" which online using laptop quite leceh. anything important contact my whatsapp je okay. hee. dok tengah melilau online, so here i end up. heeee. teringat khabar blog. and i have something to share with all of you. a high impact video. you should watch it. 




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tears rolled down.. :') 

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that's why people, there is much more truth that you are blind to.
a truth that you never know before. even until now.
so stop judging people.
stop be prejudice towards others.
you never know.
you never know.
you never know.

someday, once the truth is revealed..
perhaps, you the one, who will be regret.
wholeheartedly. 

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as reminder to myself first,
to those yang mudah bersangka buruk dengan orang lain, 
menghasut orang untuk saling membenci,
mengumpat dan mengeji, 
membuat andaian sendiri dengan persepsi negatif,
salah faham dan tak usul periksa hal sebenar, 
hope so you realize, that person you hated had got nothing to deal with you.
she/he had no idea about what you are misunderstanding about.
so much truth that you are blind to..
in fact, maybe she/he is praying for your happiness in this dunya and akhirah.
maybe she/he is protecting you in front of others in term of tutup aib you.
maybe she/he is loving and caring so much about you but dont want to show it.
maybe she/he always want to talk heart to heart with you but no chance to do so.
maybe she/he is the person who is lebih dekat di sisi Allah. lebih Allah kasih.
and many other presumptions could happen without you know it.

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above all, in this dunya, you could do as many mistakes and wrongdoings as you want, because here the only place where we can always turn back to the right track. we can repent and say sorry to. there is always an opportunity and hope. because this is dunya, a place where every each of us are being tested. no matter how harsh, bitter and pain the test is, there is a reward for it as we passes by. either pahala or dosa. either syurga or neraka in a final result. tempat kutip amal. bukan tempat sebenar-benar pembalasan. masih ada masa untuk patah balik dan perbetulkan kesilapan. masih ada ruang untuk baiki compang camping diri. masih ada kesempatan untuk kembali dekat dengan Tuhan. masih ada celah-celah keburukan dan kesalahan untuk tutup tampal dengan taubat. masih ada waktu untuk pandang setiap orang dengan kasih sayang dan berlumba kejar kebaikan. because why? because we are still alive. Allah still gives us time to breath and lead the way of our life. dan kita hidup dalam bilangan hari yang bersilih ganti. setiap hari satu per satu hari mendekati tarikh kematian kita. that's it. all about time. time is life. we live this life just for once.. for the only life in this dunya, so live it in a way that we will never regret in akhirah. that's the most crucial goal. 

and today, i came cross this verse : "Dan orang yang sabar kerana mengharap keredhaan Tuhannya, melaksanakan solat dan menginfakkan sebahagian rezeki yang Kami berikan kepada mereka, secara sembunyi atau terang-terangan serta menolak kejahatan dengan kebaikan; orang itulah yang mendapat kesudahan (yang baik)." Ar-ra'd : 22


that are 2 points really strike on me like halilintar. huua.

1. sabar
2. menolak kejahatan dengan kebaikan

sebab apa? sebab paling susah nak buat kan. tapi boleh. percayalah. kita boleh buat. kita kena usaha buat. sebab towards the end (ayat Izyan suka guna. haha) hadiahnya tersangat bestttt. 


s y u r g a .


siapa tak nak. 

jadi, susah sikit. sakit sikit. letih sikit.
takpe lah. kan? 

:')

heee. selak punya selak. random selak je. then bump into this verse pulak : "Dan bersegeralah kamu mencari keampunan dari Tuhanmu dan mendapatkan syurga yang luas seluas langit dan bumi yang disediakan bagi orang yang bertakwa iaitu

orang yang berinfak baik waktu lapang mahupun sempit
dan
orang yang menahan amarahnya
dan
orang yang memaafkan orang lain.

Dan Allah mencintai orang yang berbuat kebaikan." Ali Imran:133-134


memang saja nak emphasis lebih kat word segera tu. huu. bukan nanti nanti. bukan kejap lagi la. hold on dulu la. bukan boleh nak procrastinate tunggu bila bila entah bila baru nak usaha buat tapi on the dot. right away. now. immediately. start on. hurry up people, lets work on together! syurga Allah kan luas. tak best la masuk sorang sorang. kita mesti nak masuk dengan semua orang yang kita sayang, dengan semua orang yang pernah bawa kita ke arah kebaikan dan dengan seeeeemuaaa orang yang kita pernah jumpa dan kenal. to the max, rasa macam nak semua orang yang wujud kat muka bumi dunia ni, jom laaa masukkk sama sama. touch and go together. how beautiful isn't? :'D

and when Allah loves us, there is no other things that more worth to sacrifice for than this. endure la sikit ep. hang it there. hang on okay? :') ...even there are lots of things i had gave up on, but up to this one, i still struggle on. every now and then. so lets show our biceps people! hee. hiyeahh. stay strong peeps! 


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