serenity

"

be a blazing fire of truth
be a soothing balm of peace
with the light of your sincerity
breaks the clouds of tyranny
let your faith be like a blessed tree
give your shade to all who seek
may your roots run true and deep


shine your mercy like the sun
and be gracious as the earth
let your kindness come like rain 
that cares not whom it falls upon
and let ocean deep your wisdom be
your heart and lanterns spreading peace
give yourself in love of Him


and stand before Allah like nothing else exists
and worship Him like you are seen
be with all creation and all your deeds and words
as though you have no self to please


be humble as the lonely earth
that all creatures walk up on
be the slave of the Most Merciful
let your kindness flow like rivers
quench the thirst of all who come
and let mountain strong your spirit be
let your heart melt out love for Him
take the road that leads to Him


and in your deepest needs
and in your deepest grieve
call on Him in humility
place your trust in the One
to whom creation turns
you'll find redemption and find peace


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as-saff (61): 1-14. a deep reflection. hold on.

                                








soul_diagnosis: as the whispering breeze, spead solace to the world; let your heart and soul be mirror clear. let the tranquility  seeps in. serenity in the air.

hesitate no more.

"when I get older, I will be stronger."

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"Don't turn your head. Keep looking at the bandaged wound. That's where the light enters you. And don't believe for a moment that you're healing yourself. "
-Rumi


reminiscing. almost 4 years ago. nope. to be exact; its 7 years back.


. take a deep breath .




hesitate no more.
 lets start over again.
thousand times you run away, still, He always be there.


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soul_diagnosis: (i) in life; you 'talk' too much, you 'silent' too much, so lets put that 'too much' to an end. put a space. put a gap. put a distance, put an okay; where a learning mission goes on, a repairing programme in loading. just like the lincomycin, diclofenac potassium and mefenamic acid; the combination just perfect in time. let it be. see, just Him, Allah.. The All-Hearing, All-Seeing, All-Knowing. (ii) shh.. dont say a word. listen, listen. can you hear that? can you hear those little steps? the tiny dot down there? no? ..that's why, you know nothing. ignorance per se is a jail. (again, dont get confused. all the  soul_diagnosis part in all posts are my monologues within myself, to myseif. but if you see me in you, you in me. we can reflect on the same mirror, a little bit longer..to ponder upon.)

מענטשלעך

"Langkah-langkah perjalanan ini ada sisanya
Setiap langkah ada maknanya
Makna tersembunyi disebalik langkah itu
Mengkabarkan langkah seterusnya

Langkah yang bergitu lemah
Diatur tanpa arah
Apabila langkah terpesong
Maka gelaplah hidup ini


Sedar atau tidak, sangaja atau tidak
Mungkin beribu dosa telah terjadi dalam aturan langkah
Mungkin ada jiwa-jiwa yang telah disakiti
Jiwa-jiwa tidak bersalah

Aturkan langkah ini sebaik mungkin
Agar tidak terbabas dari landasan
Yang akan membawa kehancuran
Kelak akan ada sinar benderang"


-mamr






soul_diagnosis: נעבעכדיק. איך בין מענטשלעך צו.