yup, we are a slow walker. but its okay dear :')

"You stop living when you stop growing. You stop growing when your today was the same as yesterday. Lets live." 

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"these steps we take,

may seem small,

may seem slow,

may seem pulse-less.

to the eyes of those who are seeing,

but never to the 'eyes' of the All-seeing."

Dari Anas ra, dari Nabi Muhammad saw, beliau menceritakan yang difirmankan oleh Tuhan yang Maha Mulia lagi Maha Agung, 

"Apabila seseorang mendekatkan diri kepada-Ku sejengkal maka Aku akan mendekatnya sehasta. Apabila dia mendekatkan diri kepada-Ku sehasta maka Aku mendekatnya sedepa, dan apabila dia datang kepada-Ku dengan berjalan maka Aku datang kepadanya dengan berlari. " [HR Bukhari] 


huuhuuu. tak leh sweet lagi ke. :')))) *berbunga-bunga oh hati*

yup, we are a slow walker.. 
but no matter how slow it will be, its okay..
as long as we keep walking. 
again and again. 
walk and walk, with all the ups and downs. 
just dont stop, keep walking. 

soul_diagnosis: dear curhatmatesss secara berjemaah :p *makin ramai dah company curhat-mencurhat* hee dengar ni, dengar ni..saya nak bisik pelan-pelan. saya takkan tinggalkan kamu. betul.. :'))) insyaAllah. eh tak, mungkin je tertinggalkan kamu sebab tak perasan, tersilap, tersalah, tapi saya tinggalkan kamu untuk Dia, dengan Dia. dats will be much better. :')) untuk ini, untuk itu..maaf. *skype version* senyum sendiri. sori..kadang2 terlepas pandang, kadang2 tak perasan, kadang2 fikir thru perspektif berbeza..just nak kamu tahu, takda soal tinggal2kan, takda soal nak baik sendiri..seriously nak pegang tangan sama sama, kuat kuat, tempuh sama sama itu ini, untuk yehaa yehaa tunggang kuda laju laju penuh kencang menuju Dia! ewahh cool abes niiii. haha. okeh! jom jom! lumbaaaa! kejar redha Dia, kejar ampunan Dia. :'D biarkan mereka nak kata kita obses. ya memang sedang obses; obses akhirat. its okay, we are trying to make them understand for this obsession, step by step. even penat kita hulur tangan, tiada yang menyambut..but its okay..one day, they will. yup, they will. i believe. 

lihat bulan, lihat bintang, lihat matahari, lihat langit luas membiru..ya, impian aku setinggi itu, cuma tika ini, tersadai di dasar laut paling dalam, but as long as you dream with me..its okay, we workout together. dream with me, tomorrow's coming, and even if it doesn't come, we will bring it ourselves. insyaAllah. with His will. :')

p/s: this post overload with "its okay" haha. i realise that. but its okay. *again* ;p you know why? because human need 

H O P E

with hope, they keep moving and living.

puzzle

manusia. 

hadir untuk menguji dan diuji.

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"Heres what I've learned: The creation is like a knife. If you put it in your heart, it cuts. The deeper you put it, the deeper, and more it cuts. You must hold it in your hand. But even in your hand, you have to hold it in the right way. If you hold it from the sharp end, it will cut your hand. And the harder, and longer you hold on, when holding it wrong, the more and deeper it will cut your hand. The solution is to let go. Then hold it again, but this time from the handle." 

kita toleh ke  belakang. untuk itu dan ini. banyak perkara yang kita tak faham kenapa perlu terjadi? tunduk dan diam..tunduk dan diam. kosong.. tunduk lagi. diam lagi.. ya, tentu Allah ada reason. mungkin esok, lusa kita akan faham dan tersenyum, "oo patut la dulu jadi macam tu, macam ni.." mungkin juga, kata-kata ini akan terucap setahun, dua tahun akan datang. owh tidak. mungkin saja lima, enam, tujuh atau sepuluh tahun akan datang sekalipun. ya, suatu hari nanti; hikmahnya akan kita sedar. 

"There are pieces of your life, moments, events, decisions, and you saw no  significance in them when they happen. You may even despair. Its only when time goes by and you look back and suddenly you can see your whole life like a perfectly designed puzzle. Dont be afraid of the puzzle piece youre in now. It'll fit perfectly...just like the rest. How could it not? The Designer is perfect."

soul_diagnosis: for now you can't see it clearly because your puzzle is not complete yet. just wait and see dear. trust Him. utter it slowly, deep inside..alhamdulillah ya Allah, for every single thing. :')